Not wounded, but broken (OUCH)

We all do things in life that we regret. We also do things in life that make us proud of the people that we are. Still, there are things in life that we hope to someday be able to do. All these things make up who we are and how we've come to be ourselves. Occasionally we'd like to change the past because of regrets, though this would completely change who we are and who we love...or who we must love.

Once in every girl's lifetime, she finds one perfect person with whom she falls hopelessly in love and lives happily ever after. Oh yes! I forgot, no more fairy tales. And that proves, that concept is a mere fallacy. Yes, people do have common interests, and, therefore, develop relationships. Many of these relationships are more like "Real" rather than Romeo and Juliet type. Couples do break up, and there are many reasons why.

All teenage girls go through life-changing romantic relationships (ayown, nakaka-relate ka?) but it is very rare that one of these relationships spans an entire lifetime. People have fun together, but people often break up. As one can see, there are many reasons why break ups occur. Resons like finding one's bf/gf cheating or being forbidden to be together. These break ups and reasons for them are not meant to scare girls away from relationships.

"Broken hearts are never healed."
"They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else." --daddy. :)

Our past teaches us lessons that makes us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better? Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past. Or simply, move on.

Sometimes you feel that you seem to love someone but other times you seem to loathe. sometimes you say you can't be without your loved one or maybe just without anyone. Try to forgive and try not to think about before...But if you love someone so much, it'll just hurt to ponder now. It is normal to love a person so much. May it be your first love, best friend, or family. And it is also normal to be scared to lose that person. (i understand, based on my experience).

Don't forget all the sweet times that you had. And of course, don't forget why the person made you so sad. Don't regret the time you shared. Yes, it would make you sad..."remembering the good old days."

I know what you feel,
You think he moved on?
found another girl?
then hate you?
doesn't want to see you?
and you feel invisible to him?
because you don't talk anymore?
and now you're the one with a heart in two?
oh yes, you do.

You think about him everyday?can't seem to get him out of your head?
you say you're over him, then tell yourself that you're lying?
you messed up.
At least be friends and stop avoiding each others text messages.

It has been awhile now, and nothing has changed no matter what you do. You tried to get him out of your life, but miss him. He's once a dream that came true; okay (3o) no more fairy tales. An illusion that turned to reality, but suddenly, things turned differently...(earlier than what you expected to come) The way they used to be.

You know there would come a time you have no choice but to let go. Sure, I know that he's the reason of your sleepless nights. Can't help yourself from crying? cry. Can't help telling it to your friends? They'll listen. I'm sure they will, I'm one one them. ;)

Don't let all the pain and sadness bound inside your heart. Are all the memories still preserved in your mind? You miss him so much? you can't hide the fact that you're still in love with him? aww.

Don't tell your friends that your life wouldn't be the same again...or else, you deserve a slap. (>_<)He's not yet gone. Still waiting and hoping, I suppose. Don't let yourself be trapped in loneliness forever. SMILE.

Like what I said when we talked , I am willing to find a perfect guy for you; so your life would bloom again.

TAGALOG TRANSLATION:

"Hahanap kita ng gwapong papa!"

Time passed. Everyday he's on your mind. You thinkhe's love is with someone else now. The pain of losing him is still fresh. Thinking if you'll be ever be together again... listening to Taylor swift's and Pink's songs...you mope as each day passes...You lose a little more hope...but still,

YOU LOVE HIM AS ALWAYS :)

-S.Reyes