Fighting egocentricity with responsibilities

I'm not a people-oriented person. And I almost embraced my awkwardness fully, way back in high school. Half of senior year is over, and the remaining half will not be less rough. I never expected this. Now, I'm caught in the middle of successfully managing a small publication and disappointing everyone else. Then, I got qualified in a quiz contest! I couldn't even imagine myself being qualified...and be team captain. What are the odds? :))

Life is giving me lemons! And I think I'm not yet ready to make some lemonade :))