Monday, May 23, 2011

10 sentences from my diary


  1. High school is composed of hypocrites masquerading along with you, as you also try to project a mask they could never unmask.
  2. We just need to wait for every wound to heal and we’ll be ready to keep on going again.
  3. You have to set a person free if you think he/she doesn’t want to hold on anymore.
  4. People need space to think over what they really feel.
  5. You can’t have everything you like in this world. Sometimes, you have to get along on what you deserve to have.
  6. We all need to wait for the right time.
  7. Often times, we underestimate our pain...so it leaves us to be more hurt.
  8. We really have to pick wisely whom we have to trust.
  9. Life is a battlefield of lies. We fight to know the truth and we also fight to lie.
  10. It’s disturbing to feel that the persons you picked to lie to...you grew to love.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Summer Art Project

A friend once told me, “If you have the talent, let the world see it.” I guess I’ve been pretty shy about what I can do. Aside from playing 5 different instruments (piano, flute, violin, pianica, guitar), I could also express my creativity in visual art. Ever since I was a kid, I loved drawing. I even aspired being an architect someday :| =))

I’ve always kept inside my talents. I was afraid to show my talents...scared of the fact that some people would not appreciate it. I was too anxious that people would criticize me and my works; and that awful feeling that would make me stop doing what I loved to do. But I have grown from my unsubtle judgments; I decided to continue expressing what I feel in words, actions, and art whether people may like it or not. This newly learned freedom of expression boosted my self-esteem. I’m sick of hearing people comment that I have low self-esteem in school :| =))

I have a handful of sketches/ drawings/ art works at home. I’ve tried various forms of drawing (caricatures, comic strips, manga, etc.). Despite the diversity of the art I made, they have one thing in common: all in MONOCHROME.

I’m not fond of using colors. It’s not that I’m not a happy person, but I really don’t like coloring. It’s one of the things I’m not good at. Well, for some reasons I tried coloring, mixing and blending colors...but I only think it destroys my art works.

A friend wrote me a letter, she said that I should try coloring to wash away the monochromatic dullness of my art works. I realized that I should give it a try plus, with a  *game face on* >:D

I got tired of using my favorite 6B pencil and sketch pad, so I decided to digi-drawing for awhile. Here are some of my art works:

I tried scribbling different colored lines to check the perfect pigment blending for my first digi-art. I decided to start with the most basic drawing: a flower. I started drawing random lines with random shades of a specific color. It actually turned out great! Many of my friends appreciated my first work when I uploaded it in Facebook.



I made my mind up that I’d try a rigid type of monochromed art. So then, I made this Grim reaper. This art work wasn’t planned at all. I just started making random triangular figures, and then I found my art progressed into a wonderful geometric-style of drawing.



I made this Justin Bieber cartoon for Pesha (Trisha RDD). She’s a 100% BELIEBER!!! She really wants to watch JB’s concert here in the Philippines but no one wants to go with her =))



I also tried making an EMO GUY drawing. Like my Grim Reaper drawing, this art is also made up of random triangles. I had a hard time working on the eye =)) But all of my effort was worth it! Look, I really did a good job drawing the eye.



I heard some feedbacks from the people I know that my first flower digi-art doesn’t look like a flower =)) So, out of bitterness (just kidding) I decided to make another one. Yes, a rose is my favorite flower =)) I actually like the white ones over the red ones. Here’s a more detailed step when I made this art:

First, I drew a simple rose skeleton. For me, it actually looks better before I colored it :|



Second, I applied correlated hues on the rose.

Third, I blogged the before and after coloring in Tumblr =)) ( this is the crucial step ever)



Fourth, I worshipped the finished product =))))))



Let’s take it to the NEXT LEVEL!!! I also tried 3D drawing. I wanted to make a 3D Excalibur but I only managed to draw a simple sword. Yes, VERY SIMPLE. I practiced my depth perception skills and color shading in this project. It’s not that good yet, but I believed that through constant practice and training...I could also advance in 3D drawing.



P.S. Ang pangit ng pagkakulay ko don sa rose. Obvious na inaantok na ako =))

WRITING, DRAWING, PAINTING, PLAYING INSTRUMENTS, READING BOOKS, TAKING PICTURES...What’s NEXT???  EATING FIRE??? =))

SUMMER is the perfect time to UNLEASH your artistic side! If you have time, please check out the following links for my artworks in various fields:

http://sam917.multiply.com/photos/

Friday, May 6, 2011

Martha Kent

“Just because I’m gone, it doesn’t mean my love goes with me. I will always be in your heart...always.” (Martha Kent)

          As I was watching Smallville season 5, an episode nearly crushed my heart. I wasn’t expecting that I’d learn so much from Martha Kent. I’ve been quite sad these past few days, and THAT episode gave me a lot to think through in life. To be honest, I miss my mom so much (:/) And I couldn’t do anything about it. Well, maybe...PRAY; it eases the longing...but it seems not enough.

          I have all the right to be sad since I know I’m not moved on yet...or never would I. But I also have all the rights to be happy; As long as I believe and have my hopes up that my mom would never leave me. (:c)

          Even if she’s already gone, her love and memory remains alive in our hearts. Everything changed since mom departed. But I have to accept the fact--Everything changes. I’ve already changed from the moment I was blessed with the perfect mother. It may look like a cliché, but it was just like yesterday, when my mom touched my heart...I could feel the warmth her love brings, in every second counted in my life.

          Losing the people you love may be the hardest feeling in life. But we’d all learn to move on...moving on from the pain, and cherishing the love that remains.

Martha Kent did a good job on helping me reflect. I guess it’s true that behind every SUPERMAN is a SUPERMOM.

I miss you Mommy, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Shading Janina





Janina Mercado requested that I should make her a self-portrait. It took me some time to start the request project. I’m not quite good in shading my drawings but I really exerted effort to make her request look good. =))

I found a hard time looking for the perfect picture that could match my present skills. Well, I decided to draw her present display picture in Facebook. I converted her image into monochrome so it would be easier for me to balance the shades using my 6B pencil. We don’t have paper at home asdfghjkl!?!?! so I searched my school folders for a scratch paper =))))))))))) sorry Janina. I folded the 1 whole short bond paper that I found into half. Then, I started drawing to outline.

I forgot where I placed my drafting board so I just used my THICK Zoo Book. =)) My study table was filled with trash and random ‘kalat’ so I worked on my bed (coverless bed). Every morning siyang nahuhubaran =))

When I was in the shading process, I decided to go downstairs to get some baby flo cotton buds (the best) for better results. Voila! It’s almost finished! =)) I found it very complex in drawing Janina’s mouth because the picture was so small :| so I paused until that part. It’s fine without the mouth naman. =))

If you have some drawing requests, you could e-mail me. :> Huwag PLEASE yung mahirap. Carry ng powers ko pag simple Manga, caricature, and figures lang. Pag self-portrait, magkakamatayan tayo! =)) still in the learning process don. :P