I have always wanted to do this, Ever since I was in high school. But until now, I have never been able to. Thanks to the events of a few nights ago, though, now I can. It is very useful to be able to do. No more worries. No more problems. They are all solved easily now. But, at this point, you have no idea what I’m talking about. So, we will begin from before this—change— happened.
I won't be myself if that's not who you love.
I'll cast away these feelings, I will rise above.
Shape me, friend, into what you asked for.
Ignore the bleeding from the wounds you bore.
Change me, here, amend me as you please.
Lift me to my feet, up from my knees.
Make me happy, non complaint.
Make me a demon, or a siant.
It's your choice now, I don't care what you do.
I just want to be good enough for you.
I'll pretend I've been feeling okay.
If that's exactly what you want me to say.
I'll live a lie, all for you.
maybe someday it'll come true.
I ask no more then for you to recreate.
There's no longer lives at stake.
I no longer wish for a friendly death.
If that's what you want, I'll draw another breath.
I'll live for you, if that is what you ask.
I'll lie for you, hide beind the mask.
If this is what you want to see.
I will no longer be me.
-S.Reyes
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